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mercredi 17 octobre 2007

Genèse (ter), ou comment je suis devenue la fille au mille boulots

Ce post aurait dû s'appeler: Genèse (ter), ou pourquoi j'ai le temps de me lancer dans un blog vu que j'ai 5 jours de libre par semaine.
Raté! Ca m'apprendra à être entourée de gens qui pensent à moi et me dégotent des boulots sans que j'ai à rien faire!!

Quand je suis rentrée d'Exeter, avec mon rêve tout déchiré, j'ai semé mes larmes sur mon "coussin affectif", tous ces gens doux comme des plumes sur lesquels je peux poser ma lourde tête de temps en temps, pour mieux rebondir. J'ai versé toute mon angoisse, à long et à court termes, ma déception, ma solitude. Pendant un temps, ma lune a été plus Pierrot triste qu'astre qui illumine vos nuits.

Et puis ma Marraine-la-Fée à moi m'a appelée, pour me signaler que son entreprise, qui propose des formations à des adultes en recherche d'emploi, cherchait un formateur en anglais pour assurer les cours pendant le congé maladie de leur prof habituel. Un CV et un entretien plus tard, me voilà donc avec un groupe d'une douzaine d'adultes 10heures par semaine.

Et puis ma CPE un peu maman-poule universelle, dans le lycée où je me délecte du langage fleuri de nos cités depuis un an, a suggéré mon nom à la Proviseure en mal de prof d'anglais pour un groupe de 34 apprentis comptables ou secrétaires, que leur prof cherchait désespérément à couper en deux (le groupe, pas les apprentis). Et me voilà avec un groupe de 17 loulous et louloutes, 4heures toutes les deux semaines.

Et puis, toujours la même CPE m'a proposé de donner des cours de soutien en français à un autre élève, qu'un problème neuro-moteur rend plus lent que ses charmants camarades. Et me voilà avec un élève, 2heures toutes les deux semaines.

En plus des mes 18heures (sur deux jours) de pionne.

Les cours d'Anglais pour les apprentis, ça a commencé la semaine dernière; les cours pour les adultes ce matin; et le soutien en français vendredi.
Pour l'instant, ça n'a pas encore résolu mes angoisses à long terme, sur la direction de ma vie ou sur le sens que je décide de donner aux notions de succès, d'échec, d'épanouissement, mais je m'en fous, parce que de toutes façons, j'ai pas le temps d'angoisser, ni de me sentir seule ou déçue!
Quand je me serai adaptée au rythme, je vous promets des histoires qui fleurent bon la dérision, directement inspirées des différent publics que je côtoie dans mes boulots.


Oh mais regardez, ce serait pas un bouquet de Petits Princes qui apprennent l'anglais en souriant qui nous font un clin d'oeil depuis là-haut?

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